To me, being white means being ashamed. Look at our history. We killed all the Indians that once filled this land, we enslaved millions of Africans, then discriminated against everyone for as long as there has even been an "America". And now we still have all these people who are murdering people of color in the name of Whiteness. Sometimes, I wonder if we are the evil race. It's scary and sometimes I just wish I wasn't White.